Come and take a walk on the wild side, let me fuck you hard in the pouring rain. You like your girls insane.

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I make him say my name, in capital letters.

And ma you're finer than a wine cellar.

Our story has three parts; a beginning, a middle, and an end.  And although this is the way all stories unfold, I still can't believe that ours didn't go on forever."

Two things you should NEVER say to the one you love: "I love you, but..." and "If you loved me, you would..." Should you really qualify love with conditions?

Last night you told me that if you weren’t in my life anymore I would still be me but that is not true. I wouldn’t want to get up every morning and smile. I wouldn’t make the silly faces and laugh. I wouldn’t want to try and get good grades. I wouldn’t care about anything. I wouldn’t be able to deal with the people in my life. I would however be miserable angry hideous and unpleasant to be around. Without you in my life I would be nothing. Because when your around you make even the worse times better.

You love him so much you forgave him the second you heard. That's what scares you. I’ve been in your shoes. You know what? It scared the hell out of me, too. What if she hurt me? What if she left me? What if she died? It would have been the end of me. So I cut it short—before she ever could. You know what? It was the biggest mistake I ever made. You’re making that same mistake right now and I’ll be damned if I sit back and watch.

You’ve got to risk love, risk it. I didn’t. Look at me: empty, lonely, ghost of a man. It doesn’t mean that you’re never gonna get hurt. But I can guarantee you this: any pain you feel will never, ever, compare to the regret that comes from walking away from love. As someone who’s felt a lot of both: trust me. Pain beats regret every day of the week and twice on Sunday. Don’t run away. Don’t do it

" If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together..there is something you must always remember. You're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart..I'll always be with you.

The only thing I did wrong was  be my complete self with him so why wasn’t that enough?

Do you realize what you are to me? What you're always gonna be?

Trouble is my friend, I ain't foreign to the danger.

i mean if i lose you, i lose the only person i've truly loved and my only best friend. Then what do i have?

All these thoughts in my mind..I gotta get them out. I'm trying but I can't figure how...

I wish I had someone who thought I was the best thing that ever happened to them!

The bigger the expectation, the bigger the heartache.

but the real secret to total gorgeousness is to believe in yourself, have self confidence, and try to be secure in your decisions and thoughts.


i want out of the labels. i don't want my whole life crammed into a single word. a story. i want to find something else, unknowable, some place to be that's not on the map. a real adventure. a sphinx. a mystery. a blank. unknown. undefined

And without him, I didn't feel the simplicities in the world anymore. The sky was just the sky, and I was just a girl. And without him, neither seemed quite as exquisite and beautiful.

Sometimes I really wonder how stupid it would seem to him. How I sit here with my eyes never leaving the screen of my phone waiting for his new text. Or refreshing the screen until it says he’s online. Or how when I miss him I read the things he told me months and months ago. I really wonder what he would say if he knew he meant that much to me

An advice from a nurse:
Wounds will not heal if you urgently put band aid on it. Sometimes you just have to let it bleed, give it some space for healing. And when you think your wounds are already cleansed, that's the time you can use a band aid for it.
Remember: The more you cover yourself from pain, the more infected you are.

Can I just see you every morning when I open my eyes? Can I just feel your heart beating beside me, every night? Can we just feel this way together til the end of all time? Can I just spend my life with you

love someone whose heart has been broken,
so that he knows exactly how it feels and won't yours

He told her 'I like you.' she smiled and said "I don't.",
He told her "I care for you." she smiled and said "I don't.",
He told her "I love you." Still, she smiled and said, "I don't."
Then he told her "I wasn't kidding." she smiled and said, "I was."

i want the kind of guy who would randomly get me flowers, no occasion, because he wanted to show that he cares, or that he loves me. because he thought it would make me smile, make me happy, or just because. i want the kind of guy who would do this and come up with it all on his own; not because my friends gave him the idea, told him to, or made him do it.

I guess I could call you and see how you're doing.  But I don't really have much to say. I just sit all alone and stare at the phone,  and hope you're doing okay.

You taught me how to be strong, how to hold my head high,
you said you'd always be there for me and i know you don't lie.
your the reason i believe in myself, the reason i get through the
day, its cause i know your out there hoping im living my life the right

It’s when you can't just sit with him.
You need to feel him, feel his arms around you.
When you want everyone to disappear,
just so you can be with him.

I shouldn't need anyone but myself
I shouldn't want anyone.
But nevertheless I want you.
I want you in a hundred different ways.

TRUTH ABOUT GIRLS; FACT # 18
The teenage years are the best years of our lives.
Even though there are tons of drama, tears & heartbreaks,
there are also friends that you trust & will never leave your side.
And there's the boy who gives you butterflies in your stomach
whenever you see him, there are parties & breaking of rules.
Now tell me, at what other point in your life are you going to be
able to have all those things at once?

It's like that school girl kind of love; the one where you chew on your pen and look out the window and imagine you two getting married.

And when I first met you I never would have imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you. I never would have thought that I would have dreams about you or miss being by your side. or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name. when I first met you I never thought that I would love you

No one ever gets tired of loving. But everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing lies, saying sorry and hurting.

I haven't updated pretty much all summer, mainly cause i don't get any feedback. But i'll be back since most of my friends are on tumblr.
This summer i went through hell and back but i wouldn't say i didn't have fun. I realized who i wanna be friends with, and who i want out of my life.
I also had a request on twitter so that made me update :)
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Some things just weren't supposed to change.

Gossip, Gossip, nigga i got it. Everybody know im a motherfuckin moster.
Profit profit, nigga I got it.
Everybody know I’m a muthafucking monster.


Less talk more head right now huh?


And my eyes more red than the devil is
And I’m bout to take it to another level bitch


This that goose an’ malibu I call it Malibooya


Conquer, stomp ya, stop your silly nonsense
None of you niggas know where the swamp is

LOVE I dont get enough of it

You could be the King but watch the Queen conquer

And I’m all up all up all up in the bank with the funny face
And if I’m fake I aint notice cause my money aint

Hotter than a middle eastern climate
Find it 20 mataran dutty whine it

She’s on a diet but my pockets eating cheese cake

all men claim they're different, which makes them all the same.

if you let me, you won't regret me. shit if you let me, you won't forget me.

one of those nights in my one hell of a life.

they say your attitude determines your latitude.

Never thinkin' 'bout the consequences of her actions
Livin' for today and not tomorrow's satisfaction

You can't lie to your heart..



Walk in the room like ba-ba-ba- BAM and all the boys stutter da-da-da DAMN